I have occasionally been accused (by my wife, but mostly by my inner monologue) of writing stories that are dark and incredibly bleak about people. This is pretty true though, in my defence, I was having a pretty miserable time at work at the time I wrote most of my stuff. To prove that I can write something apart from snide commentaries on the human condition, please find below the soppiest thing I have ever written.
For context, this was written after Valentine's Day last year, when Celeste had gone to sleep nicely, after Lyn and I'd shared a lovely dinner together and during an inexplicable bout of insomnia. I did write it all in one go, under the influence of a bottle of nice wine - so the next morning I did wake up very tired, a little hungover and with an enormous amount of editing to do on it (once I remembered that I had actually written it).
However, because I'm still me, it's not a typical love story.
Love betwixt a man and ET (count the fingers...). Not the subject of the story below!
True
Love
I fell forwards through Time with true
love as my destination: at least, that's what the brochure promised.
I'd expected a swirling portal and accelerating hands on a
wristwatch, but there was just a penetrating cold and a feeling of
dislocation like I'd dozed off on a train.
A year had passed when I was
defrosted. One of the medical technicians had resigned, another had
grown their hair long, but that was everything that had changed. They
clucked around me until they were convinced that my health hadn't
suffered, then left. I sat on the lip of the pod glumly, gazing up
and down the ranks of humming cylinders. The staff's lack of urgency
clearly meant that they hadn't found my true love yet.
A woman with cropped brown hair and a
clipboard walked up after a few minutes. She'd clearly had to deal
with people with my downcast expression before.
“Sorry we've had no luck yet, but
you always knew this would be likely for such a short hop.”
I curled my lip petulantly; loneliness
still sat heavily in my guts like I'd swallowed a rock.
“Look...” she tried again,
changing tack. “We scanned the global database of every living
person every Sunday and came up with no matches, but you've only been
under a year. The only way we'd find a positive match is if your true
love was only a year younger than your optimal age bracket. For all
you know, they've not even been born yet!”
They'd been clear about all this when
I signed up, but it still wasn't very comforting.
“Maybe you should try for a longer
hop,” she suggested. “Let's try five years this time. Don't
worry, though – we'll wake you just as soon as we find someone in
the Sunday scan.”
After I'd agreed, I lay down in the
pod again. Of course, I agreed. I'm a hopeless romantic who wants
candle-lit dinners and walks by the ocean, but above all, I believe
that there's one person who's perfect for each of us. It's just my
misfortune that they're not alive at the same time as me.
The lid clicked down and there was
another frozen dislocation: I gasped awake like a swimmer surfacing
for air. The lid of the pod levered back and I saw that in the
intervening years, the hall of cryopods had expanded, forming an
entire second row above my own.
The woman was there again, with more
grey in her hair.
“Still nothing from the Sunday
scans, I'm afraid,” she said, patting my arm. “Don't despair.
There's someone for everyone. They might just not be around yet.”
“What've I missed?” I asked as I
lay back down again. “Six years frozen is a long time. Has anything
interesting happened?”
“How much do you know about
mushrooms or deep space radar?” she asked, glancing nervously at
the hall's exit.
I admitted that I knew nothing; she
closed the lid on me with a sad smile.
We'd agreed ten years for my next hop
but to me, it passed in a single second. The lid popped open again
straight away but this time, there was no-one to meet me. I swung my
legs over the edge of the pod and dabbed my bare toes again the cold
metal floor. The hall of cryopods was even bigger than before, but
the air smelled of mildew now, rather than disinfectant.
After I yelled for help, the
technician came into sight and limped gradually down the corridor,
trailing a thick cable behind her. When she got closer, I noticed
that her eyes were now surrounded by crow's feet now and a rope of
fungal hyphae plugged into her skull behind her right ear. It dripped
mucus as it pulsated rhythmically.
“I'm not going to lie,” she
slurred. “This is probably not the best time to be looking for your
soul mate.”
“Does that mean still no positive
match?” I asked, already guessing her answer from the glowing red
panel on my pod.
The technician struggled to find the
words to reply.
“I'd skip ahead again if...” she
started.
The glistening fungal rope twitched
and pulsated; the lady's eyes rolled back in her head and her mouth
dropped slackly open.
“Of course, if you'd like to rejoin
society again, we'd be glad to absorb you,” she concluded, tongue.
“That's kind, but no thank you,” I
said, laying down again. “I'm very eager to meet my true love.”
I had to pull my lid down myself and
set my own hop duration: the technician had been dragged back to the
exit by the strange rope. I selected a hop of twenty years duration:
surely that would be long enough.
I told her so when the lid sprang open
again.
“I'm afraid not,” said the elder;y
technician. “There aren't that many people left these days and
obviously, none of them match you.”
She'd aged badly and removing that
ridiculous affectation from the back of her head had scarred her
badly. I didn't have much sympathy: I'd seen friends go through the
same thing with ill-considered tattoos.
“Death to the Fungal Overlords!”
came a massed roar from outside and I realised that she was gripping
a machine gun.
I started objecting, but she shoved me
roughly back into the tube with her free hand.
“Better wait until society has
rebuilt itself,” she explained, punching a century duration hop
into my pod's controls. Before I could get her to explain the joke,
the lid clicked down and the discontinuity was on me again.
The thought of giving up never crossed
my mind, I realised as I struggled back to consciousness. Now that
I'd left friends, family and career behind, all I had was the pursuit
of love. Maybe this hadn't been the full century, I hoped drowsily.
If the Sunday scan had identified my soul mate living amongst the
population, I would be woken up earlier. Perhaps it had only been
another week.
The technician was made of glowing
bees now. Clearly, more than a week had passed.
“Don't be alarmed,” she explained
through her bee-mouth, raising her bee-eyebrows. “My consciousness
was uploaded into a swarm-form upon my first body's death.”
I nodded like that made any sense to
me. The cryopod hallway extended into the extreme distance in every
direction, including vertical. Clearly finding true love had once
been very popular, but no longer: nearly all of the pods gaped empty.
In fact, the only active ones I could see were a few near my own.
The bee-eyes followed my gaze.
“Since the Fungoid Wars, people live
more in the present than in the expectation that the future holds any
promise. Many of your peers have defrosted voluntarily and gone on to
lead relatively happy lives here.”
I held up a hand to silence her.
Relatively happy? A man in pursuit of true love doesn't settle for
relatively happy.
“Set the pod for two hundred years
please.”
The bee-lips gaped, revealing a deep
purple glow within.
“No-one's ever gone that far in one
hop!”
“As soon as the Sunday scan detects
my true love, it'll wake me up. It can't be more than another decade
or so: they must've been born by now!”
When I woke up two centuries later,
gloom began to overtake me. There was no technician now: no flesh or
weird energy-bees. The hallway was dark and cobwebbed; only three
pods of the thousands there were still lit. The display on my own
still glowed red.
I padded out of the hallway and found
a large window looking out over the world outside. Everywhere was
smothered in lush growth: flowers as tall as I was, blades of grass
as broad and gigantic trees that towered over a mile high. All along
their branches, pairs of golden bubbles grew slowly before being
gently carried away by the wind.
Eventually, I found someone to
explain: a cow-sized frog answering to 'Kevin'. In exchange for
having his back scratched, Kevin explained that the bubbles were
actually humans – at least, what humanity had finally chosen to
evolve into – and that, rather than mess about finding a soul mate,
they were ready born in pairs.
“What should I do Kevin?” I asked
as we sat together and watched more bubbles float away on the breeze.
“You could try to get a romance
going with a pair of bubbleheads,” he rumbled. “Or you could wait
for the human race to devolve back down to your level again.”
This time, I didn't set an interrupt:
the pod would keep me frozen for however long it took. Kevin waved
goodbye to me with a webbed hand as the lid clicked down.
When my forever-sleep was interrupted,
many centuries had passed. When I climbed out of the pod and looked
around, I saw that the cryopod building was totally ruined. The wall
that my pod was attached to was still standing, but that was it. Tall
grasslands had swallowed everything else; the only sign of any
civilisation were these few square meters.
The display for my pod read 'ERROR' in
large red letters.
That took some understanding but as
soon as I saw that the day was a Sunday, I realised. The ongoing
Sunday scan couldn't find my true love because there were no people
left. The human race was extinct: the search was over. In the whole
of human history, there was no-one for me to love and to love me in
return. My blind faith had not been rewarded.
There was a click behind me. Another
pod had opened.
“Wendy from the coffee shop!” I
exclaimed happily as she climbed out. “What're you doing here at
the end of the world?”
She shrugged and squinted in the
strong sunlight. Her presence was instantly comforting to me. We'd
only exchanged a few sentences as she'd served me a cappuccino one
time, but it was nice to see her again.
“Looking for the one Peter, just
like you. I didn't know you'd gotten frozen – when did you do it?”
“The Monday after that poetry
reading at your shop,” I admitted sheepishly. “It inspired me to
do something rash. What about you?”
“The Wednesday after. I guess I'm
less sentimental than you!”
The wind blew gently through the tall
grass, rippling it rhythmically in the golden sunlight. We watched it
together peacefully for a while.
“Did you like the poetry then?” I
asked conversationally.
Wendy smiled at me and flicked her
hair out of her eye. It was cute.
Behind me, my pod's display changed to
green.
